I stay in the office like Vivienne advised. I spend the whole morning at my desk waiting for Jason to call me to his office, but he never does. I spent most of it sleeping, though. I don't know why but recently I have been sleeping a lot. I find myself dozing off all the time these past few days. I wonder if the stress of thinking about if Jason and I will be fine is making me so exhausted. It's lunchtime now, and Vivienne and I are on our way out.

'Do you think Jason and I will ever ...