Sometimes,  you can't understand what has been holding you back.

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"Have you seen Cole? He is looking so damn good," no reaction.

"OH god he is so sexy," still got no reaction.

"And he smells like flowers,  deep and fresh ummmm! " oh god!  This is the stupid thing I have ever heard in my life,  but still, I got no reaction from him,  he just ignored all the girls,  or ...