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I was clueless about my future. Maybe I will run away from here and never look back again and maybe I will never forget what happened to me. 

I know he will not come after me and why I was expecting him to run after me? I don't even have any clue why I am burning from inside.

these touches, these marks will fade away but what about the marks john has given me on my soul, what about the scarcity I was feeling ...