"Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror, how would you think I like your ugliness? You're fat and shapeless, something I'd never be interested in. "

A tear slipped and I wiped it off. "My ugly, nerdy, stupid girlfriend. "

I went into the tub letting the water enter into my body trying to think of positive things about myself. I had no idea how long I stayed till I eventually fell asleep.

"For God's sake wake up West." the annoying voice I never wanted to hear again ...