The doctor's appointment was set for 12 and by 11:58 I was ready to hightail it out of the hospital parking lot. I'm terrified to know the truth- I know Logan says he will love this child but we all say things until we're faced with reality and I don't want to see the disappointment on his face when he realizes he is going to have to take care of someone else's child.

'We don't have to do this." He cast a sideways glance at me, 'We can go home and watch a movie or ...