Lying in Jordan's arms, I stare up at the ceiling unable to sleep. Even if I had just told half the cops that I am going to kill George, I don't care anymore. I must do it, no matter what the consequences are.

It's 4 in the morning and all I can think about now is how I am going to stop this misery. The first thing I must do is contact a few people and find out who is the most reliable and can keep their mouth shut. The next thing I must worry about is the fact that my conscience will ...