I jolt awake once the nightmare comes to an end. I close my eyes and try to calm my racing heart. I had the same nightmare again. It's the same one I have been having for three weeks. The man Thomas beat to death begs me to save his life. I try to save him from Thomas's wrath but always fail. I open my eyes and pass my hand through my hair. I drop my legs to the side of the bed and rest my elbows on my knees. I have to find out if he died that day. I know it's foolish, but I would like to ...