As I try to speak I burst into real tears. I started crying like a baby as if somebody beat me. I bent my head from the embarrassment I was causing the young man.

I couldn't even stop the tears this time as it wash off the make up on my face, I did not give it a second thought. All I wanted to do was to cry out my sorrow and feel better when I'm done.

I used do that and I avoid crying in public but today was different, I couldn't even stop myself. I wish Ohio was not there, I was ...