Anita brought her wedding card for me, she asked if I can be her chief brides' maid but I have already given myself a good retirement both from catching flowers at my friend's wedding and also from being among the brides maid.

My Dad almost changed my name to 'a flower girl" because I go to other people's wedding and return with a bouquet of flower. I was never lucky to be the one in a wedding gown.

Almost every of my friends are far ahead with their husbands or fiance. I'm left ...