I have been sitting here in the wide garden for several hours while watching the stars in the sky. I'm thinking so much today that I think my brain is going to explode, because I never thought that my life would be like this, when I was a child my only dream in life was to be with my family, even a simple life was fine with me. Since dad became addicted to gambling, our family gradually lost happiness. If he hadn't been addicted to gambling I wouldn't be in this situation now, I was too ...