He tells me that he killed John on the spot and was perfectly in control, it was no mistake. Says it was why Claire was here to take her revenge, he also felt guilty that he let her do that me. He could have been aware, alert. Maybe if he didn't ignore her so much he would have noticed…

I couldn't let him shoulder the blame like this. It was equally my fault for trusting her and letting her in. he started to sob, ugly. His shoulders were heaving "Bella, I almost let you get killed, I ...