After the failed meal, Aiden's mood took a down hill, he was just so moody and angry. I understood this, I was being unreasonable but I couldn't help it. You try eating with images of baby guts all over your table. It was horrific.

Sometime he tried to reason with me asking what would happen if the pups ended up no more. I knew it hurt him to ask that but I could also see that he was willing to bring up anything that would make me go back to taking care of myself.

I told him in ...