I paused for a few seconds and started talking again, "After I went to California, I realized I could not stop thinking about you and I was thinking about you in everything I did. After you set me free, I could not get you out of my mind and I didn't know why. I thought I just wasn't used to not having you around. But it was when you wrote me that letter that made me cry like a baby and made me realize that I love you too. I love you, Jeremiah. Despite all the horrible things you have done ...