SUSANNAH.

TWENTY-EIGHT YEARS AGO.

Today, I found out that I'm pregnant.

I wrote in my journal for the first time in a really long time. You see, when I came back with Gerald to his pack, all I had were his promises of a better life but I also had this journal. Sometimes, I think it's the reason I was able to get over what happened with Boy.

Or at least, I'd like to think I was over it but the truth was, I was not.

Sometimes, I even still blamed myself for what ...