Lily

I always knew that the day that I told Bonine the truth would be the hardest day of my life, but as it turns out, thinking about it and living it are two completely different things. Seeing the look on her face as I tell her the truth is soul-destroying, and it is a look that I know will haunt me for a long time and yet, Bonnie being Bonnie despite what she is feeling or thinking, is still showing me nothing but compassion and I think it somehow makes me feel worse.

I guess ...