All the tension bubbles inside of me to epic proportions, and I immediately burst into tears and bury my face in the pillows of the bed to drown them out. I drag the covers around me to blot out the world, pulling my knees up to my stomach and letting the full force of the pain run through me.  

He has no idea how he can make me feel and how little effort it takes to hurt me, especially about this. He has no clue what depths of insecurity it has inflicted on me.  

“Don’t ...