“I wish it never happened either. I’m not just saying that because I got her pregnant; I wish I had realized the moment I fell in love with you that sex with anyone else would never fix me. I was stupid and only gave you more reasons to push me away.” He is gazing intensely into my eyes, every shade of green coming into play with every emotion, and right now, I’m mesmerized. I look away, swallowing down the surge of hurt at the memory of him leaving me on that boat to release his ...