I’m fighting with my consciousness to wake up and failing. There’s a dark haziness over me, I know what is happening, but I cannot do anything about it. My body temporarily paralyzed, and my willingness to fight locked inside my head. It feels like I’m dreaming, and all pain and fear have slipped aside. I can hear harsh whimpering mewls coming from somewhere and realize it’s my own voice. My inability to fight back and the fear inside me blow up dramatically, but I have no strength ...