“He’s a born father, he loves his kids, and he’s the one who keeps pushing for more. This is all a good fit for him. I guess he was born to be a family man, despite his crazy lifestyle when I met him.” Emma runs a hand over her larger-than-life bump with a sigh. It moves a little as Carrero junior, number three, shifts around in its mom’s belly, and I wonder what that feels like. I shake it off quickly and push it down with the fact I will never know what it’s like, as I will ...