“How can you say that? Sex matters! It mattered when you weren’t getting enough of it from her. Is that why you have a constant porn channel on your TV?” I throw at him, thinking back to one stupid button flick that revealed a whole porn menu on his TV box not long ago. Head a tumbling mess of irrational thoughts and trying to piece together some sense in the crazy emotions consuming me. I’m hurt and angry, yet also in pain like he’s wrenching my heart out by being a completely ...