He chose someone who was my complete opposite on purpose because he felt like he wasn’t allowed to have me.

“But we weren’t anything back then, and you still had contact with me. You always had me.” I watch him carefully, trying to understand how he could think that’s what he did. Trying to understand what she ever was to him.

“I moved away. I wasn’t getting to see you as much because of life and school. Work and training made it harder to drop everything to see ...