I have no idea why she is the one standing forefront of my mind. I’ve never needed her this way, not even when I first learned to trust and love her. It’s always been him, but I guess I know she will handle this a lot better than he will and be what I need. A calm, stable person for me to lean on. She’s a doctor, a general practitioner who has dealt with all sorts of stuff like this a million times before. She will take care of me and know what to do. She will know how to help him ...