I’ve read a million baby books this past few months and gone to so many classes in sheer anxiety that I will screw this all up. I can’t stop preparing and getting ready and worrying that we haven’t done something important or bought something we need. Arrick has been my constant shadow when he’s at home, and now he’s been on paternity leave for the last three weeks too, never letting me down. He still goes to early morning training and was gone for a fight last week overnight, but ...