I wonder if that’s what would happen here; if I’m lusting after something new and different and will regret it if I follow through. I can’t deny that I’m sexually frustrated and aching for something fun. Now though, the doubt that if I went down this path, I would realize I still care about Natasha, and could leave chaos in my wake, really throws me. I won’t be able to undo all the pain if I keep going down this path and realize I’m wrong. I will lose her, severe the last two ...