“I know. I’m sorry, Tash, I’m an asshole and you deserve better.” It’s all I can say. I mean it, even if it really is lame as apologies go, I do feel bad for what I’m doing to both of them, but I don’t have a clue how to fix any of it. Sophie deserves more than this mess. She deserves a guy who wouldn’t make her endure this, or leave her up there to chase his ex.

It hits me like a blow that I just fucked up where she’s concerned, again. By leaving her like I did – ...