Natasha is staring back at me from the screen and I know that I have responsibilities. Duty to be a grown up about this. The girl who has been by my side for two years, devoted, adoring, patient and understanding. She puts up with so much and she never complains. I’ve neglected her, taken her for granted and pushed her aside endlessly. Even before this, I always let Sophie come between us in so many ways and have been giving Sophie the attention that I should have been giving my girlfriend ...