“I need to talk to her, know how to find her.” the panic gripping my body escalates, like this sudden realization has finally hit me and that I have left it so long that I need to be urgent. Before I lose any more of the slight hold I may still have on her. All I want right now is just some sort of connection to her, her voice, anything. There’s a long strained pause as I hear my brother blow out air and it ups my heart rate. He’s not the delaying type unless he’s choosing his ...