Alexi is strong, solid, and very male, making my body peak and warm to aching for sex. The tingling, gnawing throb in my nether regions clouds any rational thoughts as grey eyes lock on mine and keep me captive. I should tell him No, make it clear that this is dumb, yet a tiny part of me is tempted, even if I am clawing myself inside in fear of what this step might do.

‘‘Sex means nothing to me. It’s something I like and do. It won’t change anything except take away the ...