I jump with the jerk that jolts through my body and try to sit up in alarm, failing epically as heaviness pulls me back down. I'm confused, dizzy, and realise I’m topless in a bra, and Alexi is yanking my wet trousers down my legs. I have no clue where I am as I was sitting in his car thirty seconds ago, and I don’t know how I even got in here.

I’m so out of it; it’s like I am on something, wondering if he would drug me to be compliant and remember I never took anything from ...