I have worked my arse off for five days getting this club ready, and now, as opening night looms upon me, I stand out in the car park giving Feral his daily food portion. Sun is blazing down on us in this gorgeous weather, warming my head and shoulders in my loose shirt dress, entirely out of the norm for the time of year, and I feel a little less tense than I did indoors. My nerves for re-opening night have been getting to me for days, and I’m strung up to high heaven with a constant lead ...