Alexi taught me I could feel but never showed me how to love. He showed me how to be weak and let another human destroy me when I lowered my guard. How much more can you rip a person apart when you use their heart and mind as the weapon, not their body. Alexi maybe made me fall in love with him, but he never showed me what it was to be loved. I still don’t know what that feels like.

That night I convinced myself it was more than sex; I now see was nothing. He played me, and I fell ...