I am listless and keep clock watching today, even though I have nowhere to be except down in the club and getting ready for another night of business as usual. I have an idea why it’s making me so restless and frustrated, beyond the obvious sadness. It’s called Alexi.

This place is running so smoothly nowadays that I have nothing much to do most of the time except observe and supervise. Apart from paperwork occasionally and overseeing deliveries, I have tuned my well-oiled machine ...