I don’t know if I deliberately want to push it anymore, to see. Some of me tells me I’ll get my answers, and then I can walk away unscathed. Then the other part of me is clinging onto this little ray of hope that he may not disappoint or hurt me like he keeps promising.

Last night, the guy I was with was someone I could truly fall head over heels in love with. Even though, technically, I already am. It’s complicated, and my head and heart are a complete mess. I don’t know which ...