I am throwing myself into the deep end with this man while all my doubts and questions are screaming at me to stop and be more cautious. I swallow it down and shake it away. Refusing to let my brain ruin my life forever. I can overcome this.

Why break what’s become a tradition between us with something as silly as sense and logic? I mean, stupid decisions kept leading me right back to him.

Life without him is not an option. Life as his mistress will never be what it can be as ...