Fucking do it.

“Good boy. Now close your eyes.” I don’t want him to see my crawling up the bed with belts in hand. I want this to happen naturally and fluidly with no build-up or weirdness. Get on top of him and put the straps in his hand so he can do to me as he pleases, like ripping off a band-aid.

Talking about it will only make me lose my nerve.

As soon as he closes his eyes, I let the belts loose to dangle free, so I can use my hands to get up and crawl up his ...