I have never felt this way and at this point I really hate myself for being the cause of his death. Only if I had been honest with him from the start, then I wouldn't have to sit by his lifeless body on the floor in a stormy weather.

"That's enough, get up and let's go back to the pack. I'll deal with you later" Alaric sighed like he had not just taken the life of a very good man. Only if he was the one who died instead.

I wanted to pour out my anger on him and snap because I ...