I only stood frozen as different emotions were running through my mind and I didn't know how to react to this. I wasn't ready to be a mother just yet,  I was inexperienced and young.  

I was happy but then there was just this part of me that thought I would fuck things up. Perhaps it was the mummy issues I had.

"I should let you both be for now, just know I'm your mother and I promise to be with you all through this journey and more to come." Diane said and placed a kiss on my ...