Like a flashback, everything came playing back. The training with Alex, what I had told him, going up to our room and seeing James there except he wasn’t, he wasn't there, there was nobody in the room…The classroom, the knife… oh no, the knife, I had taken it to James and I was going to-I—I was going to kill him with it.

”No…No...No, AAHH!"Animmense pain came crashing down on my brain.

I tried to kill him

I tried to kill James.

”NO!” I was panicking, ...