My hands started shaking, my feet were tapping restlessly against the plastic mats on the floor of the car and my heart was erratically beating in my chest. 

Any minute now I would start to hyperventilate, I knew my tells and if my breathing picked up a little more I would have a full blown panic attack on my hands.

"So calm the hell down."

"It's not that easy!" I hissed at Trixy.

"You can't let him know that you're nervous, Hazel." 

"You need to back off. ...