I gripped my bag intentionally as I headed down to meet Killian.

I promised not to hide anything anymore but we just made up. There is no way I want to bring up something that would cause tension between us.

I could just play the fool for now.

"What took you so long?" he asked as he helped me put my jacket on.

"Oh, I had to pee." I lied through my teeth.

He stared at me but didn't say anything. That guilt came back with full force.

I was back to doing the ...