Bethany

I'm an absolute mess today, everything that has happened is my fault and the guilt is slowly eating me up. I woke up in Ashley's bed after we had a sleepover, it has become my safe place whenever I'm feeling sad or I've just had a shit day and it was a good distraction for me last night but the guilt I woke up with this morning is taking over every other feeling inside my body.

I needed some air to try and clear my head so I quietly slipped out of bed and headed outside ...