Cynthia Dion:

I gazed at the videos, seeing everything I had been instructing Mr. Holt to do, explaining how I had been intimate with so many other people, and warning him that if he didn't obey me, I would become pregnant with someone else's child.

Tears filled my eyes as I continued to watch these things. I couldn't believe I had caused so much pain and pretended to be innocent as if nothing had happened. In that moment, I realized I was in the wrong. I was the one who ...