Elena

The weather feels so hot today. I don’t know if it’s really the weather, but nothing has been cool for me. My heart hasn’t gotten enough space to breathe and I haven’t had enough oxygen in my lungs. It’s tight.

Maybe because I’ve been crying nonstop. 

I feel like the most terrible daughter on earth, maybe I am. I’m standing in front of the place where my father was buried two years ago. I see all the flowers I bring to him every year all ...