Despite trying to hold back the tear drop, it fell down.

      I wiped off my eyes immediately. I was breaking down and I needed my father but he wasn't anywhere near me to help me get through this. Well, it wasn't as if he had ever being around to be for me.

     All I could think of was his voice telling me 'men don't cry.

      "Only useless men cry, Luciano."

    That's what he'd always say and that made me unable to lower my walls and cry. ...