I held the gift bags in my hands and smiled hard. It was my first time getting something for Luciano and I desperately want to be approved. I want him to be so excited and he should love it.

'oh shit! Oh shit!! Oh shit!!!' I cussed every minute.

I was nervous but also optimistic for the same reason. I was hoping he'd love his gift and I so badly wanted to see his reaction.

I took a deep breath, getting ready for his reaction. I wiped my forehead with my hands trying to get ...