Rachel's POV

Few hours ago

" Oh Rachel, what did you just do?" I cried out to myself gently slapping my face several times. 

This was not what I wanted. Ok, it was what I wanted, but not like this. I was just too sad and mad and... Ethan was just there, and he looked at me so lovingly and his lips were right next to mine and...

Aish...

I'm not suppose to be thinking of that now!

I brushed my hair away from my face groaning softly. 

" What does ...