Alpha Nicholas

I close my eyes and focus on taking slow deep breaths but every time I open them I still see red as that prick of a doctor continues to exist. I'm in my head and in this moment I just want to end him plain and simple. Just rip his heart out and be done with it but I can't, I can't for a lot of reasons one being the fact that he has information that we need, information that could be the answer to all our questions and a way to end this nightmare and two, well, the second ...