My heart lurched and I fell on the ground while holding my stomach. It was there, it was finally here-the hunger I had been dreading from. The bag was beside me, filled with blood bags, waiting for me to grab it and relish it but I feared it wouldn't be enough.

I gritted my teeth and clawed my fingernails across the mattress, tearing through the lining as the urge increased. My head throbbed in never -ending pain and my throat closed up. I had stopped bleeding from my nose and throat but the ...