BEN

　　I think Gracie is mad at me.Shit.I fucked up again.I shouldn't have snapped.But it was so hard to keep calm with the false niceties.Gracie won't be here again in two months time and I want to spend every second with her,not answer some lame questions about my life.I haven't touched a ball in over a year.

　　Asher throws one leg over me without looking away from his iPad.They spoil him too much.I prop a pillow behind his back to make him more comfortable,he ...