I pull the phone away from my ear but Maria keeps screaming like a banshee.The video of me hitting Olivia is all over BG and it is the highlight of her day.Maria says something I don't hear and I grunt in reply.She's excited but I am not.Not when Ben is upset.I think I fucked up this time.Big time.

　　Maybe I am being paranoid but I don't think we will get better even after Ben cools off.I don't want to think it's over for us but it feels like it is.He picked her over me.To ...